i told u so..

Suppose I called you up tonight and told you that I loved you
And suppose I said "I wanna u come back home".
And suppose I cried and said "I think I finally learned my lesson"
And I'm tired a-spendin' all my time alone.

If I told you that I realised you're all I ever wanted
And it's killin' me to be so far away.
Would you tell me that you loved me too and would we cry together?

If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand?
Would we get that old time feelin', would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began?

Would you tell me that you'd missed me too and that you'd been so lonely
And you waited for the day that I returned.
And we'd live in love forever and that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned?


i told u so...but u had to go...

teringat

ujan.sejuk.sunyi.sorang2.
aku teringat.aku rindu.sangat.
tapi..
aku mesti kuat.
aku harus lari.

aku mnangis, dlm hati.
air mata, jgn keluar.
mata, tutup..

rasa itu..

hari ni aku ingat since bos dan kbnyakan staf lain takde kat opis, buleh la aku wat keje ngn tenang tanpa gangguan..

tapi lain plak jadinya...herm..

sunyi opis ni wat hati pun jadi sayu..lagu korea sayu2 brkumandang..cuaca kat luar mcm mendung..sejuk..
bukan sekadar kenangan lama yang menjengah yang meresahkan aku..tapi juga rasa itu..
dulu, rasa ini..suasana ini..cukup aku suka..mendung..ujan rintik2..sunyi..tiada yang lain mengganggu..hanya ada aku, dia dan lagu2 kami..

i wish..i could turn back time..hanya untuk merasa rasa itu..seketika saja..
aku sangat rindu..
air mata..lalu saja..

lepas..

skg ni, aku rasa aku da sedia untuk melepaskan..

bz..

membizikan diri..plus kurang rehat dan tido..da ada org komen bwh mata aku lebam nk nmpk penat.obviously..
takpe..lebam pun lebam la..mls nk pikirkan menda yang tak abes2 menyesakkan fikiran..

owh..sorang kawan baik mimpikan aku smlm..aku berlari2 dlm hujan.dia nak bagi payung tapi tetiba aku hilang dari pandangan dia..

herm..mebi she was tinking bout me..lane..lane..

hepy sikit..buleh?

smtin hapen..
make me smile..n sikit hepy..

besnye kalau....er..impian jadi knyataan!

=)

malam ni..

manusia berubah kan?
pandang ke belakang, sangat sakit..untuk pandang ke depan, kena kuat..

at least aku sdikit kuat cmpare dgn dulu..kot..
da buleh handle feelin sorg2..just by my own..
nak nangis..nangis la..tade sape peduli..
dah nangis ok la..

life is complicated..
a lot of things..kadang rasa tak larat da..

kenapa aku?